the storm and i

just like how others face the storm, i'm still here facing my own storm. for the coming week, i'll make another attempt to repair dikes on my body, and to clear out the passage of the flood. just like others, i'm not perfect in terms of caring for my dikes. "i sometimes feel hopeless during the storm, as we all do because we are just humans, but i never lose faith on Him who restores my hope. i never lose the appreciation of my daily life i'm receiving right at the start of my day when i open my eyes."

my storm's fifth year is almost approaching, July 2010. it sometimes feel like it just took a blink of an eye to reach its fifth year.

to others who are facing their own storm, i really want to reach out for you. not to give you advice, because you alone can teach your mind and body, but to hear out from you on the things you are thinking.. may it be bad or good. they said a tattoo is a bad sign of a man's faith, well if that's the case, i'm that bad. =)
ciao.

during the storm, just keep the faith...

another one bites the dust

all will gonna end there... it's good to have a broken watch!

XD

God bless us all

CAkosa

my auntie bid farewell days ago. a friend is now recomposing her thoughts to fight the battle. some friends, relatives and my mom left with it. 'da boy', patrick swayze, and i have it in common.

everytime an opportunity comes for me to give inspiration, morale booster, not in a moment will i think twice. right away, my 'yes' will come out of my mouth.

i'm not a good person and neither am i strict with my religion. i'm just an ordinary guy, happy go lucky dude, with a passion to live my daily life.

these are the things i always tell to give inspiration to my CAkosa... though some who hears it are emotionally not in favor when their patients are currently passing thru the tunnel:

1. i'm focusly praying for healing of my soul, and thinking that healing of my body depends on how my soul stands.

2. before my surgical operation in 2005, i requested for a priest, not to talk about miracle stuff but to talk on what i've done with my life: bad things, good things, then bad things again, and then another bad things, and so on with the bad things... XD we talked about how is my relationship with Him and what's next if i've been extended for years.

3. be normal. unless your brain has it, you should be thinking you are normal. only those who are brain dead are exempted on doing things you want to do. yes you have it, but as of the moment some are drowning in the sea, some are free falling from the sky, some are heading for a car crash, some are about to receive a bullet on their head. how many seconds do they have to savor and to give thanks... whew... i can't imagine how fast are their thoughts on that moment. so for now, think normal and be normal.

4. if we are on a race track, forget on bitting the world time record. your main objective now is to gain positions, as if the positions are your goals in life. everytime you gain position, grab the next one, and so on, until the race is over. you might bit the world time record, but what will satisfy you most are the good things you've made or gained.

5. lastly, before and after sleeping, give thanks if you still can walk, give thanks if you still can sit, give thanks if you still can see, give thanks if you still can smell, give thanks if you still can hear, give thanks if you still can touch, give thanks if you still can breath, and give thanks for your life.

God bless us all.

sick leave photoshoot

hehehe... when we are both on a sick leave and after a long day sleep, we did a photoshoot in the afternoon of 20080923.

here is a sample...

for my other photos, follow this link => http://micbp.multiply.com/photos

hot ice

self portrait of the sick!

tiring yet fulfilling

lately, i'm catching up my breath.. literally.
i'm living the best part of my life now, that's my point of view. i know some will have some pop-up questions on their heads again, asking is he really living life as it should be. i don't mind that anymore.
currently, i'm catching up with my friends and relatives as i stated on my posts before. to those whom i've scheduled a meeting/gmik and i cancelled on the last minute because i'm not feeling well, please accept my apologies again. =) let's have another dates. =)
other things i'm currently busy of... photography, math tutorial (sorry, i choose on my own pace and it's for free so please don't contact me =) ), raising pets, a lot of singing (hehe... some with my guitar/friends), spending time with jo1, spending time with Him.
have you asked yourself if you really want to live? i do. many times... life is not measured how long i live, but how i live with it.
another day, another life... tiring yet fulfilling

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