CAkosa

my auntie bid farewell days ago. a friend is now recomposing her thoughts to fight the battle. some friends, relatives and my mom left with it. 'da boy', patrick swayze, and i have it in common.

everytime an opportunity comes for me to give inspiration, morale booster, not in a moment will i think twice. right away, my 'yes' will come out of my mouth.

i'm not a good person and neither am i strict with my religion. i'm just an ordinary guy, happy go lucky dude, with a passion to live my daily life.

these are the things i always tell to give inspiration to my CAkosa... though some who hears it are emotionally not in favor when their patients are currently passing thru the tunnel:

1. i'm focusly praying for healing of my soul, and thinking that healing of my body depends on how my soul stands.

2. before my surgical operation in 2005, i requested for a priest, not to talk about miracle stuff but to talk on what i've done with my life: bad things, good things, then bad things again, and then another bad things, and so on with the bad things... XD we talked about how is my relationship with Him and what's next if i've been extended for years.

3. be normal. unless your brain has it, you should be thinking you are normal. only those who are brain dead are exempted on doing things you want to do. yes you have it, but as of the moment some are drowning in the sea, some are free falling from the sky, some are heading for a car crash, some are about to receive a bullet on their head. how many seconds do they have to savor and to give thanks... whew... i can't imagine how fast are their thoughts on that moment. so for now, think normal and be normal.

4. if we are on a race track, forget on bitting the world time record. your main objective now is to gain positions, as if the positions are your goals in life. everytime you gain position, grab the next one, and so on, until the race is over. you might bit the world time record, but what will satisfy you most are the good things you've made or gained.

5. lastly, before and after sleeping, give thanks if you still can walk, give thanks if you still can sit, give thanks if you still can see, give thanks if you still can smell, give thanks if you still can hear, give thanks if you still can touch, give thanks if you still can breath, and give thanks for your life.

God bless us all.